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Pro's of meeting him: I could come out of hiding in my room I can start up my work again My grades will be back up to normal I won't have a reason to not be ringing my mum and telling her about dropping my subjects.. I'll start eating healthier again. Probably not actually Who knows, maybe I'll make a new friend? Con's: He might remember me and remember something I did that night! .. But, then again, it can't have been that bad right? He might find out how weird I am and then I'd have yet another enemy to deal with. He lives in my building so things would still be awkward if he doesn't like me. But he might like me? Ha yeah right.

Dear Diary, Right. I'm on my fifth bar of chocolate and third can of coke today with Muse's album playing out again for I think the fifth time over. I haven't done any work and my room is a mess. I might have a slight problem. I just don't what to do anymore! I don't want to go to my lessons, I have no motivation to do anything in life and I'm eating so much crap its unbelievable. I think this qualifies as some level of depression but in my case it's just called the guy who lives a few doors down from me! I just can't get him out of my head!!! Whenever I leave my room all I can see is his face, just waiting and watching, ready to bump i

"I like what you've done with the place, very spacious!" He said way too cheerfully. I didn't want to talk to him. Anything I said to him could trigger his memory and Friday night would all come flooding back. He musn't remember me after all, he is in my room and hasn't said anything yet about my 'drunken antics' or 'that thing I did Friday that I don't remember doing'. Maybe if I play it cool and just nod and agree with what he says it'll be fine. That way he won't find out anything about me but I might learn a bit about him! And if he asks me questions I'll just say I'm busy or something and he'll ask about that. Hmm, where's my DS? I could

Twelve. That's how many times he knocked. I opened the door as he was halfway through the thirteenth. "Hi!" he said as he saw my face. "Hi?" I said, questioning his reason for being at my door. He sensed my coldness. "I'm from a couple of rooms down and.. well, I just came to say hi! I don't think we've met yet?" He looked at me, his eyes staring into mine questioningly. He was waiting for me to respond with a normal "Oh hi! Come in!" or even "Hi, how are you!" but he got nothing. I was too nervous. "If this is bad timing or something, I ca--" "No, no it's fine! I just.. you reminded me of someone, that's all. Come in." My mind pie

Dear diary, I spent all day today either hiding my face from view or trying to look for people who could of been.. the guy. I'm so on edge about everything! I can't let anyone talk to me without making it seem like I am some sort of retard that can't socialise properly! I am just expecting them to tell me what stupid things I did Friday night or tell me about how drunk and embarrasing I was. I've thought it over and realised, retracting into myself with these worries probably isn't helping my whole 'emo' aura look.. but oh well. At least I have no sign of him as of yet. Instead of talking to anyone in lessons I have been focusing on work an

(Read description for how this works) -Your chosen person's p.o.v- As I wake up in the mornings, I always make a point of looking down at my beautiful girlfriend sleeping beside me. She always looks so amazing in the mornings, I have to stare at her for a while to actually believe she's mine. Her hair falling onto my pillow so naturally, her smell surrounding me like when you lay in a field and all you smell is the flowers and sweet grass, her arms wrapped around me keeping me warm from the cold outside.. God I love her. I make sure to treat her like such a princess every day because really, I don't deserve her at all. On this particular m

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Dear diary, I did it! I quit my psychology and english lit classes! I no longer have to be picked on every lesson by old Ryan and don't have to be laughed at from across the room by Sophie and her mates! I've chosen to swap it round and take media studies instead; much more me. Media takes up two option blocks instead of the usual one so I get more time to do more things, which is always good. I really like it so far; the teachers are nice, the other students are more my level of understanding and I get the work that we have to do! Happy sailing! I chose to keep up my law classes for my mum though, but I haven't told her I've dropped the